I will not forsake you. I will do the best I can to help. I d9 this for free!
I will give you my mind and this is all I can do.
You have to do it on your own. You have to climb out of this as I had to. It is up to you.
Now, I can give you clues but you need to research on your own. You have to come to our own conclusions/ All II can be is your Guide.